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You know I
I don't get why
I need to live with all of this
I'll never be one of you
I feel so misplaced I just need my own space
I've seen way too much of your
Hate and disgrace that I've lost all my faith
You will never push me down
You will never see me fall the same
'Cause I have seen I have seen
All the things you've done
I will never feel so lost
I will never be suppressed - again
By such a weak such a weak
Such a weak man
I know everybody likes
The way how I act that
I am part of all of this - but darling I'm just an illusionist
But I think that I can't deny
That I wished I was more alike
Someone with your type of consciousness
'Cause I won't miss a thing that I'm living with
You will never push me down
You will never see me fall the same
'Cause I have seen I have seen
All the things you've done
I will never feel so lost
I will never be suppressed - again
By such a weak such a weak
Such a weak man
And I taught myself how to be my protector
Sometimes you need to save yourself
From someone considered a lover
Sometimes life can turn people so bitter
That hurting someone doesn't even matter
And I hope I can save myself
You will never push me down
You will never see me fall the same
'Cause I have seen I have seen
All the things you've done
I will never feel so lost
I will never be suppressed - again
By such a weak such a weak man
Such a weak man
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2. |
Twisted
03:32
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I’m so twisted, I can’t look through this
Oh man I’m a mess, Look at my destructive progress
And I’m falling apart
Watch me losing piece by piece
Watch me falling to my knees
Watch me fall, watch me cry, Watch me losing my own mind
See me crawl, see me fight, See my madness growing wide
Watch me fall, watch me cry, Watch me losing my own mind
Yes I’m losing my own mind
I can’t look at myself, I am bound to this hell
And I’ve been looking for help, But I need to manage this inside
'Cause no one else can feel, What we are feeling ourselves
And it’s so surreal, How we’re all sad while we’re here
Watch me fall, watch me cry, Watch me losing my own mind
See me crawl, see me fight, See my madness growing wide
Watch me fall, watch me cry, Watch me losing my own mind
Yes I’m losing my own mind
Watch me fall, watch me cry, Watch me losing my own mind
See me crawl, see me fight, See my madness growing wide
Watch me fall, watch me cry, Watch me losing my own mind
See me crawl, see me fight, See my madness growing - wide
Watch me, watch me going down
I am bound to this hell
See my madness growing wide
I’ve been looking for help
Watch me go down
I can’t look at myself
I’ve been looking for help
Watch me fall, watch me cry, Watch me losing my own mind
See me crawl, see me fight, See my madness growing wide
Watch me fall, watch me cry, Watch me losing my own mind
Yes I’m losing my own mind
Fall, Cry
I’m losing my own mind
Yeah I’m losing my own mind
Fall, Cry
I’m losing my own mind
Yeah I’m losing my own mind
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3. |
Maybe
03:54
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I feel so suffocated all this anger and this hatred
Against my agitator, he acts just like a mind dictator
His words weigh heavy in my head
His effects cannot be estimated yet
I feel so suffocated all this anger and this hatred
Against my agitator acts just like a mind dictator
So tell me what will come next
I'm scared I can't reach what he expects
I don’t want to regret
Obeying to him and ending up dead
‘Cause I don't really wish to give up yet
No I won’t give up
And maybe I will meet you all again
When our bones are buried under sand
Maybe it’s a fight too hard to win
I hope to call it a happy ending
And I scream but nobody's listening
And I hope you’re doing better than I am
It's been a couple souls
that tried to plunder my left gold
But what they didn't know
The treasure was already sold
So I am poorly left with nothing but my own
An empty chest to look upon
And see what I've become
So empty and so numb
And maybe I will meet you all again
When our bones are buried under sand
Maybe it’s a fight too hard to win
I hope to call it a happy ending
And I scream but nobody's listening
And I hope you’re doing better than I am
So much trouble that I’ve caused
I need a button to finally pause
All of the trouble I'm surrounded with
To mute all those voices that I can barely resist
How am I supposed to know which way to go
In this twisted labyrinth
I'm too glassy-eyed to think
I wish there was a map drawn for me to understand
That I haven't reached the End - of me
And maybe I will meet you all again
When our bones are buried under sand
Maybe it’s a fight too hard to win
I hope to call it a happy ending
And I scream but nobody's listening
And I hope you’re doing better than I am
And maybe I will meet you all again…
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4. |
Ghost Chapter
04:23
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How did we start like this
When did it turn into this emptiness
And I am judging myself
For not getting enough attention
There are no pages left
And the story is untold
How the end will turn out
Is something we will never (ever)
There are no pages left
And the story is untold
How the end will turn out
Is something we will never (ever)
Know, we will never ever
Are we losing touch again
Did you get bored did you just pretend
Can you stop confusing me
Why don’t you ever dare to explain
There are no pages left
And the story is untold
How the end will turn out
Is something we will never (ever)
There are no pages left
And the story is untold
How the end will turn out
Is something we will never (ever)
Know, we will never ever
Why can you not just explain
You left me in this dark, dark place
Oh why can you not just explain
What led you to suddenly disappear
Why can you not just explain
You left me in this dark dark place
Oh why can you not just explain
That we will never know
There are no pages left
And the story is untold
How the end will turn out
Is something we will never (ever)
There are no pages left
And the story is untold
How the end will turn out
Is something we will never (ever)
Know, we will never ever
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5. |
Lately
03:22
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Get out my way, get out my head
'Cause you and I were far off
From fairytale land
Leave me alone I lock the door
And please don‘t follow
Get out my way, get out my head
Because seeing my body completely bruised
Makes me hate myself
We just turned each other crazy
Our mindset hazy
you keep asking me
How I’m doing lately
Can you please stay far from me
We just turned each other crazy
Our mindset hazy
you keep asking me
How I’m doing lately
And please don’t follow me
It felt so wrong in many ways
Cause you and I would always Test each other’s strength
Leave me alone I’m not that strong
And please don’t follow
It felt so wrong in many ways
Because seeing my body completely bruised
Makes me hate myself
We just turned each other crazy
Our mindset hazy
you keep asking me
How I’m doing lately
Can you please stay far from me
We just turned each other crazy
Our mindset hazy
you keep asking me
How I’m doing lately
And please don’t follow me
'Cause you freak me out
Just shut your mouth
You’ve screamed your lungs out
In this house when you weren’t allowed
'Til I forgot who I was
I was totally lost
I got sucked out of trust
And I still don’t get why just
Seeing my body completely brusied
Makes me hate myself the most
Get out my way, get out my head
'Cause you and I were far off
From fairytale land
We just turned each other crazy
Our mindset hazy
you keep asking me
How I’m doing lately
Doing lately, doing lately
Can you please stay far from me
We just turned each other crazy
Our mindset hazy
you keep asking me
How I’m doing lately
And please don’t follow me
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6. |
Parted Ways
03:39
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Hey there hey there, It’s been a long time
But it’s time for a goodbye now
Hey there, hey there, It’s been a nice time
But it’s time for us to grow up
Hey there, hey there, Let us all leave this place
And learn from our mistakes
Hey there, hey there, It’s time for a change
Now I’m really close, Losing all my hope
And a day will come, Where I am ending all of this
But at least I hope, That a day will come
When you notice that, We’ll be going parted ways
If you dare to look across your zones, If you dare, if you dare to
If you dare to find another home, Where you rise and you feel safe
You gotta listen close And hear the noises of all you ignored
You gotta realize There‘re coming better times If you know
You know you gotta, You know you gotta leave this place behind
And it’s time for me to get on now, It’s time for me to make my moves
You already had a clue And I knew
Now I’m really close, Losing all my hope
And the day will come, Where I am ending all of this
But at least I hope, That a day will come
When you notice that, We’ll be going parted ways
If you dare to look across your zones, If you dare, if you dare to
If you dare to find another home, Where you rise and you feel safe
You gotta listen close And hear the noises of all you ignored
You gotta realize There‘re coming better times If you know
You know you gotta, You know you gotta leave this place behind
Goodbye let’s strike a new path
I walk so fast that I am out of breath And it’s time for our goodbye
'Cause we walked in circles and time just went by
But I believe If I just leave you will be alright
And I believe That you’ll be just fine
If you dare to look across your zones, If you dare, if you dare to
If you dare to find another home, Where you rise and you feel safe
You gotta listen close And hear the noises of all you ignored
You gotta realize There‘re coming better times If you know
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7. |
Something New
03:15
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It seems like I’m ready for what I adore
More far than close, but there’s something rising
To help me go, it’s so easy
Stop listenting to people saying
Your dream is too hard to reach
Ignore your needs
Rather choose a way that keeps you save please
I say tell me something new
Tell me something new
It’s time that you take this chance
And that you learn how to see your strength
You’ll be fine if you try something new instead
Something new - out of the blue
You‘re good, good, good enough
Now baby don’t give up
It’s time that you believe
Out of the blue
To believe
This is my wake up call
It keeps me up at night
But I won’t complain
'Cause it makes me feel alright
I vision all those scenes
The future sends to me
I know you can’t believe
What this life can be
I will tell you something new
It’s time that you take this chance
And that you learn how to see your strength
You’ll be fine if you try something new instead
Something new - out of the blue
You‘re good, good, good enough
Now baby don’t give up
It’s time that you believe
Out of the blue
And yes - I will prove you wrong
That all your distrust
Finally has to go
And I will tell you
It is time that you take this chance
And that you learn how to see your strength
You’ll be fine if you try something new instead
good, good, good enough
Now baby don’t give up
It’s time that you believe
Out of the blue
It’s time that you take this chance
And that you learn how to see your strength
You’ll be fine if you try something new instead
Something new - out of the blue
You‘re good, good, good enough
Now baby don’t give up
It’s time that you believe
Out of the blue
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8. |
Anomaly
04:00
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I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna talk anymore
‘Cause no word can express The feelings that I get
While I’m in the moment,
Sometimes it's close to an explosion
I don't wanna, I don't wanna talk anymore
Words so far from the experience
Not close to catch the ambience
So let's shut our mouth
Let's be silent let's not make a sound
Not talk, not think, it's time for an awakening
So let’s not talk do me the favour
I wanna take your hand and leave
I wanna run with you, laugh, cry, scream
Take me out to see a marvel - a great anomaly
Take me out to see the world And sing our happy melodies
It's been too much sitting around And letting time pass by
It’s time to see a marvel Something new you won't believe
And I've been saying a thousand words 'til now
But I rather wouldn't make a sound
So many empty meanings shouted out
So many shallow beings running around
'Cause the presence is the best narrator
So let's not talk do me the favour
I wanna take your hand and leave
I wanna run with you, laugh, cry, scream
Take me out to see a marvel - a great anomaly
Take me out to see the world And sing our happy melodies
It's been too much sitting around And letting time pass by
It’s time to see a marvel Something new you won't believe
You won't believe
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna talk anymore
And what a relief to sit in silence now
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna talk anymore
It's so peaceful without any vowel
Take me out to see a marvel - a great anomaly
Take me out to see the world And sing our happy melodies
It's been too much sitting around And letting time pass by
It’s time to see a marvel Something new you won't believe
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9. |
Break Free
03:09
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A feeling like this
Was something I’ve missed
For a long time
I feel fear, belonging and sorrow
I feel like I need you here – by me
I’m better off alone
In this cage, build by fear
No matter how I’ve grown
Nor what age – cause today
I’m still too afraid
And I will break my chains
I’ll show you the way that I’ve changed
Ignite me inside
And I’ve been out of shape
Mislearned to navigate
It’s time to fly
And never hit the ground
I can break free on my own
So pull yourself together
I won’t be prisoned any longer
I’m ashamed for myself
For my love and my hate
And never good enough
I kept fighting but lost in my own war
I’m still too afraid
And I will break my chains
I’ll show you the way that I’ve changed
Ignite me inside
And I’ve been out of shape
Mislearned to navigate
It’s time to fly
I never hit the ground
I jump but never hit the ground
I fall but never hit the ground
I will I will I break my
I show you the way I’ve changed
I break free on my own
And I will break my chains
I’ll show you the way that I’ve changed
Ignite me inside
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10. |
My Air
03:37
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Here is something to think about
Something that I never speak out loud
I breathe it in I breathe it out
It lifts me up it lets me down
Let me come closer, and breathe you in
You are my pleasure, and I’m your sin
Let’s be together, let no one know
I am your water, you are my
Air
When I’m your water
You are my
Air
When I’m your water
You are my -
The silence it haunts me wherever I go
It feels like I’m freezing and I cannot show
The fire that burns me, the fire in you
The fire that started
The ending of the truth
Let me come closer, and breathe you in
You are my pleasure, and I’m your sin
Let’s be together, let no one know
I am your water, you are my
Air
When I’m your water
You are my
Air
When I’m your water
You are my -
When I’m your water
You are not there
When I’m your water
You are not there
I am your water, you are my-
Air
When I’m your water
You are my
Air
When I’m your water
You are my Air
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11. |
Maybe - Stripped
04:05
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I feel so suffocated all this anger and this hatred
Against my agitator, he acts just like a mind dictator
His words weigh heavy in my head
His effects cannot be estimated yet
I feel so suffocated all this anger and this hatred
Against my agitator acts just like a mind dictator
So tell me what will come next
I'm scared I can't reach what he expects
I don’t want to regret
Obeying to him and ending up dead
‘Cause I don't really wish to give up yet
No I won’t give up
And maybe I will meet you all again
When our bones are buried under sand
Maybe it’s a fight too hard to win
I hope to call it a happy ending
And I scream but nobody's listening
And I hope you’re doing better than I am
It's been a couple souls
that tried to plunder my left gold
But what they didn't know
The treasure was already sold
So I am poorly left with nothing but my own
An empty chest to look upon
And see what I've become
So empty and so numb
And maybe I will meet you all again
When our bones are buried under sand
Maybe it’s a fight too hard to win
I hope to call it a happy ending
And I scream but nobody's listening
And I hope you’re doing better than I am
So much trouble that I’ve caused
I need a button to finally pause
All of the trouble I'm surrounded with
To mute all those voices that I can barely resist
How am I supposed to know which way to go
In this twisted labyrinth
I'm too glassy-eyed to think
I wish there was a map drawn for me to understand
That I haven't reached the End - of me
And maybe I will meet you all again
When our bones are buried under sand
Maybe it’s a fight too hard to win
I hope to call it a happy ending
And I scream but nobody's listening
And I hope you’re doing better than I am
And maybe I will meet you all again…
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